What an adventure I`ve had. Three years of pain pleasure love laughter tears and sadness, all rolled into one. Would I change it? a moment of it? no. I`ve met some wonderful people on this road. And I day for letting me get past the bathtub and razors that was my future. You see when Laya found me and took me to the marketplace, I had already run that bath. placed clean blades on the edge and lit the candles. The spark that lept from that fire, ignited a new passion. One that now means I have a purpose.
I realised that when I met Brace And the rest of the Brightflames™. I realised that I had hope. when I came face to face with an immovable object. And in awe and wonder, I have followed this path with due diligence. Along its winding road. from being 32 ft tall, to have a chest that would scare the shutout of most men, and be a wet dream to lactationists everywhere! I followed My Owner, carefully stepping where she allowed me to tread. Flying riding horses, sailing, motor boats. landscaping, creating. clothing and buildings, cruises and flights. We have done all that I could dream of doing and so much more.
When I look back on the “newbishness” of me, all those years ago, I am sure beyond doubt that Kara would have wet herself to see me flounder so stylishly. Three years in Her collar. And finally, I am beginning to feel that the choices I made Prior to this kneeling strength, were gifted to me as a test of my worthiness. And in Hindsight, I find myself wondering, if these tests of my faith and loyalty, will flower alone or in a conglomeration of the whole package that is being Hers.
I am human, I falter as do we all, when I realised my mistake I pause and evaluate, not for me, but for those that I care about and the impact on my collar. I was asked recently a few questions, that threw me into a debate about my training and knowledge for a few days. The first question I was asked, ” Do you think you could ever take that collar off?” generated a few more, could I? would I ever want to ? if I did would i? could I contemplate doing that? how would that be done? And then the deeper questions started to roll in, Does it make me weak to debate removing such a jewellery item? is that all it is a symbol to keep the control in place?.
Calmness soothes the soul, but these questions continued to snowball into a deeper debate on am i weak to say no? could I stand alone? would I? And then Like a sun peering out behind a cloud I smiled. No, Oh it `s true, I could remove the chains and belt I could ask or beg Her to do so, But WHY the fuck would I do so? She has provided me with more than barbells She has taught me from that first week the words patience loyalty truth honour. She has given me the capable tools to stand on my own, to face the flames. And when the dust settled,l I realised sure I could do it but I do not wish to do so. This adventure is not over. I have so much still to explore.
Then came the second question, ” You have a wife and a girlfriend how does that work ?” So I took a deep breath and then, I vented!
I don`t have a wife and a Girlfriend I have two wives. I am not part of a polygamous sect! Simply put, The evolution of love has brought us three into a three-way contract, which has no boundaries save those imposed by all. And though one of our number, is not physically in this virtual world as often as we all would hope and love due to her real-life commitments, She remains in our hearts and minds in all we do in this second-life.
The people that do not understand this concept, are I find, more often deeply committed to the socially engineered concepts of first life control methods. and I have to point out at this juncture, Second Life by Linden labs a way to give you a Second life without the rules of the first life, would do well to concider polygamous, in their partnership arrangements, Cos I ain’t alone in this !… There Are more people now partnered with more than one person in Second-life than can shake a stick! And for historical correctness, ” Prior to those fucking roman Christians imposing their values on all and sundry by the rule of force! . Three or more was the normal relationship!
All this crap about one man one woman . was designed to Control the herds. Even that bible ( which is a collective work of socially engineered fables and parodies fiction and stereotyped Bullshit that can be traced to the book of “Ei” in first recorded hero story, and then used as a base for law and governments to impose more control on the hoards of people that the same book produced) says so! So Linden Labs IF we are truly in a SECOND -LIFE then can we please PLEASE have a little logical conceptualised thinking.. or at the very least JOIN the dots in the adult dictionary!
In conclusion, The family that we have built around us reflects the wonders of all that life First, second or third life has to offer. We are from all nations, we are from all backgrounds and each offers to the plate a biscuit of truth, of love.
The pillars of our council do not shake in the violence of the storms that rage, Yet in our hearts, we tremble with passion.
I leave this post with the first rule of being a Brightflame™
“Be true to Yourself”