And so today being a friday, its time to reflect a little on what has occured over the last few days. from the climactic evolution of the end of times Tri Phasic Moon and the wonders of that ritual, to the mediation that has loomed silently and now is resolved with some firm and binding agreements, and of course the hospital visit in rl that has caused me more than enough anxious moments. So yes, it has been a long week.
I cant speak much on the mediation , that process is ongoing though i will say resolutions have been made and agreement is pending the out ocome of the agreements. For my part the issues involving those directly are done and dusted as far as i am concerned. I`m hoping this resolution will be a long lasting one.
I can speak on the RL bit , but it`s likely i`d rant about how unfair the system is, and how much this was a waste of time. The red flaggede my medication, from sleeping and diabetese, this is sto say they suddenly decided my meds dont work right together. The end result is four nights stay in hosp while they change my meds to a more suitable one. a night away i can deal with four is un acceptable.
I mean to say , when they have changed the meds for ones i was on already, and only addition is a meter to say if my blood sugars up too high, or too low or too much salt. so withthe mediatin at 8 am slt friday i made a choice and left the hospital with assurances made that if the meter would alarm, i`d go back. The mediation is more important than their “med changes” anyway.
The culmination of the Tri Phase mon was as it should be , in the arms of my petal and my Mistress. I wont go into detail, but lets just say, “it was the most beautiful ending to a horrific time, that i will gladdly do again. ” Oh and ” did the earth move for you too?”
These past nine days have been stressfull and without a doubt costly. From the relationships its strained to the people that have lost out, both in terms of collars, relationships and friendships in this drama filled point, that was clear to all that actualy understand the core reasoning. These matters cannot be handled any better than they where i think, yes there is a case for me stepping aside and letting it blow over, but then there really isnt a case for that . You see if i did if i let it slide, if I let it go, i`d be breaking the family rule of being true to myself. and i have always faught for the under dog, or the lost causes, its who “I” am . But to protect a person that is vulnerable. Well thats just me..
So now its time to turn matters, eyes and focus, to a more successful and brighter future. And this one I think will change the face of the world about us … I has a hover craft……..See you later xxx