Its often said that the foolish do not speak, for fear of being found out to be foolish , and this is no mistake in sl as it is in real time. But then I still endorse the idealism that the only stupid question is the one you dont ask, for fear fo being foolish. What follows if you have the balance right should be an open discussion and debate that will allow the parties to resolve the issue and then both can blush a bit and move on with their lives, from what ever foolish thing that has been done. Sometimes this is not the case.
I`ve said before, I stand up for those who can`t or won`t, because that is Who”I” am .. and the Brightflames rules of being “true to yourself” means in direct terms , I must ermain true to my core personality. How many times have you noted that the avatar is run by another human with feelings and emotions?.. And in this matter I am me.. online and offline “wysiwyg ” the REAL me is 6 ft 7 tall and double G breasted. So there is a direct correlation here, between me and the character rose that I play in the second life sims. And it haas to be said that I am Owned online and OFFLINE by the same woman.
Recent events have cost me a high price. It is a price, that it seems, is likely to continue to cost me a high price, as the cost will not allow the issue of the event to drop and bury itself. As a result communication between me and the parties involved in this mess, is strained at best.
Drawing a line under what was a possible life and relationship changing event is never easy. But its been done. I drew the line because the parties involved would solve theirdisputes, and the other parties in the event would either , a, calm down and realise i`m not aganst them , and b, realise the cost of this is greater than the event itself. Unfortunatly this is not the case. And now, even with lines underscored, to say that i wont speak on this matter again .. The cost of that communication break down. Has become higher.
What to do for the best? I have no idea, all Ican do is to continue to stay strong in my resolution to be Me. And pray and hope that those involved can see that this was nothig personal. indeed I put my personal feelings aside in this matter., simply to ensure that the good for all was out weighing the good for the one , but in the process I made sure that the core differences of opoinion are resolved. The future is Bright and the day is long, but the damage done is now done. And this has resulted in the communications break down that now ensues…
I hoped this could be resolved amicably, and maybe a hope to return to happier times, but it seems that is not to be the case. With great joy comes great balance and that balance is a tear drop on a valentines day as once more i loose out to maintain a balance. Till next post be good my darlings and remember be true to You Rose x