Some Points were made last night, that I had in truth not considered. And in the cold light of day, with a cuppa on the ramparts of the new home, those points now are glaringly obvious. Well to me at least, but to others maybe not so.
I don`t hold grudges, I have little time left to spare for revenge or backhanded words to assuage an ego that doesn’t need inflating. And while some may not understand the full implications of things I have said here in the past. let me make a few points perfectly clear so that there can be absolutely NO confusion over this, and maybe we can all draw a line under it.
“Family, real Family, does not come from your blood, (pun intended, you`ll see why in a bit) or a name or title, it’s the people Standing around you when no one else can or will. In our case, they`d probably be swinging the bat and shouting ” ok whose next… ” No family is perfect… We argue We fight. We even stop talking to each other at times, but in the end, the family is family… the love will always be there. Having somewhere to go and lay my head is home, Having someone to love and who loves me for being Me, not the image they want me to be. But being ME, that is family, Having both is a blessing, My Mother used to say ” You should never sacrifice three things: your family, your heart, or your dignity.” wise woman My MA, because in this picture, this image in your mind, is My hearts, My dignity, loyalty, respect, my truth. My world and my lust. My focus and My family. The Bright flames..”
So with all that said .. the bit people don’t seem to be understanding is “No family is perfect… We argue, We fight. We even stop talking to each other at times, but in the end, the family is the family” I can not understand WHY some don’t see it this way, though truthfully sure we all have our own social and personal agendas to fulfill. But in the end, we are a family.
Some will drift from the friends list, some will drift back this is how the family is. Some won’t be invited to return and I may be in this category for some right now. but I don’t hold grudges the matter is as far as I can see dealt with there will be NO apology for being true to being Me. I expect no apology from any that in their heat of being offended, blocked deleted or ignored me. Being True to yourself is the hardest battle not to do but to understand.
One of the points made yesterday proved without a shadow of a doubt that some of the family either didn’t listen to a word I said OR perhaps the words got lost in translation and the culprit was too embarrassed to admit the failure. ” I am so glad I’m not yours ( ie, collared to you ) this recent event has shown me how childish you are” The Recent event was a series of removals and cleaning up my profile and friends lists contacts sets etc, during which some got knocked off the “can see online ” and some got simply removed full stop a few got the block and delete thing too.. but if you could still see yourself as a friend you were expected to understand that sometimes during inventory or profile cleaning, you need to mark away or offline to achieve the cleaning and work to a good diligent end. IT seems to me that some didn’t wait to ask merely assuming that I was being childish by removing such a tick box! even if it was temporary , and the fact that you are still on the friends list meant that it was temporary ! But as some don’t seem to be getting this picture, and as some are obviously not understanding what it is to be in a PROPER COLLAR, as opposed to the prissy princess`s that seem to have been developed!… let me be blunt here, so I am not misunderstood .
I AM AN OWNED SWITCH SLAVE, This is to say that Rose Brightflame am OWNED online and offline by ONE person who ALONE has my full trust support and submission. SHE alone can command me, instruct me, or issue requests that I will NOT for ANYONE ELSE obey. If she says to “block the world”, The World is Blocked. “Appear offline” and I am invisible, “strip naked in the middle of this room and stand still, focus on Me do not speak until further notice, no more im`s…” yeah, you get this picture right ? NOW I’m not saying She ordered me to do ANY thing, merely trying to convey that, She who is , My Mistress Brace Mao Brightflame™ has overall power where I am concerned SHE ALONE holds that respect and trust from me .
One point was made that still bothers me, is that during my time at the Mountain, my responses directly to My OWNER, the Woman who “OWNS ME ONLINE AND OFFLINE” were seen by some as offensive, or obtuse. And it was made mention that perhaps I “should tone it down a bit” Let me again make this clear, ONE of the main reasons I am so calm is that right now as I type this to you I am online bound in ankle, wrist, forearm, upper arm, cuffs. A chastity Belt and my Collar and panel gag. AND NOTHING ELSE! in fact i look like this…
Now the freedom this has allowed me is astounding! Free in servitude, And it has to be said that this was never a possibility at the Mountain to achieve this heavenly state as such a state may offend the general masses. Indeed, even setting out pony gear for those that do indulge was offensive and “frightening ” to some of the residents as they may actually have to WORK, at being collared. And Pony play is hard Work.
Tone it down ? More like Amplify it! until next post Stay safe, be true to yourself and hugs and sparkles. I remain Rose Brightflame™