You know i`ve read Orcas post about purges. And it`s true I`ve been a LONG long way to get to this point. Not only online But also offline. the countless hours I`ve spent with My Owl, holding and hugging and in tears of frustration. all came to a head. And in the end, my Owl declared the event is never to be spoken of. In truth from all I have heard, the other involved have ceased and moved past this on the whole. So I set a way to solve this feud. And then to draw the line in the sand I gave out the timescale for this to be resolved. so it`s not hanging in the air.
Now the day before that timescale is up. the sand has run to the bottom of that clock, And I’m having a shower to clear the air, and prepare for tomorrow.
So yeah I spent time today thinking about what has and hasn’t been said, what has and has not been allowed to occur, the vile words the hatred. the love ..
And I spent time thinking of what tomorrow really means
I doubt those that would solve this have the balls emotionally to come find me and hug .. a simple action that would solve this . And the conclusion is that pain is forever..
So I showered, washing the oil off.. letting the world wash away in the water of life..
And now .. rested, washed. and with new paint on my face.. I look forwards to Bastille day.. and the purge that will follow.