The say that what goes around comes around , and in a way, they are right “life” and “History” is not a linear line. People from the past turn up, unexpectedly to relearn lessons we have covered but needed to be reaffirmed. As you may know, I don’t “do” coincidences.
Some are welcome additions back in the folds of friends where they belong, others are less welcome and a rare few that turn up horrify and sadden me that they have not grown past what they were.
The addition of one them has brought surprising feelings and emotions back up that I had forgotten. Revulsion is one of these emotions. I try very hard not to hate anyone. but some beg for such emotions to run high.
A recent choice fo a one that was close to becoming Mine has led to rethinking the entire relationship. Knowing the person involved and what they “like” plus the fact that they have not changed or adapted past their history, makes the choice hard to swallow. Knowing I failed where “that” person succeeded in gaining her submission, is a lesson I am struggling with. Trying to reconcile the situation has proven more difficult with the profile links on both subject and topic, proclaiming my failure. And the abject humiliation that the now “Domme” (and I use this word loosely in Her case. ) piles onto those that She has cuckolded. Is enough to bring tears and heartache that We must now endure.
We will, of course, weather this storm as we have done in times past. Though the course in now uncertain in that strained relationship. We will find a way to resolve this, situation at least enough to be on speaking terms with the subject. Well, that is My hope anyway.
Some lessons are not learned it seems, and those lessons have little or no impact when the same mistakes are repeated over and over for seven YEARS at a time. And the hatred and bad feelings between the two parties, has caused more than a few surprises in the Coecri Home.
You see I don’t care if you hate or humiliate me,I would prefer no one did of course, but doing so to My Owner, to publically humiliate Her, will bring a wrath that you won`t enjoy. Harming Us is not a wise course to take. but if you really want to, then I suggest you play your cards and take your chances.
So today I look forwards to a cruise to try and simply step aside from the pain nd heartache that this event has caused and try to find some smiles to wash away the bad feelings that linger.
I remain Her Rose Brightflame™